Mind of Wonders

"Sometimes the darkest places have the most wonderful things

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Life plan

All through school, even at a young age, I always had a plan.

I knew that I was determined to be nothing like my parents.

I knew that if I was ever lucky enough to have kids I would be the best mom I could be and I wanted them to be proud of me.

I knew that I wanted to show people that just because I grew up in the country and did not have the best time with grammar and spelling that I am smart and could make something of my self.

I knew I wanted to go to college. That I wanted to be one of the first to finish in my family.

I knew that I never wanted to have to ask for help from anyone financial, that if I couldnt afford it, I would not buy it.

Ive stayed true to all of these except one. College.
(Well I dont have any kids yet so I guess that counts as well lol)

I held on to it. I even went for a few years. If I was to go back to the college I started at I would only have 11 classes to get my degree, thats only 2 semesters.

I got a’s and b’s in all my classes and tried to hard to learn.

Well after being out of it for two years I am finally ready to go back and finish.

I wont be going to the same university. I have to take online classes because I cant afford to miss work. And I wouldnt have enough time to make it to a campus every day or every other day.

So I decided on going and just doing it online, as much ad I could.

I am still up in the air about what I would like to do.

I am in between finishing up my psychology degree and becoming a sex therapists, going with my original plan of criminal investigations (more of a focus on being a detective or forensic), criminal justice, homeland security or a buisness degree.

This is such a huge choice. It shapes my entire future and career.

I know… I know… no one cares… I just wanted to write down my thoughts and get them out of my head.

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This is normally the advice I give to others.And I have always been really good at seeing the beauty in things in dark times, or shades of grey, I just have never been good at accepting my imperfections.

This is normally the advice I give to others.

And I have always been really good at seeing the beauty in things in dark times, or shades of grey, I just have never been good at accepting my imperfections.

(Source: kushandwizdom)